今年係精彩嘅一年.....彷彿不斷經歷情緒上嘅大起大跌咁。一D事情嘅發生甚至乎令我連自己嘅價值觀都有所懷疑。然後.....start of my long vacation, 返左Melbourne幾個星期, 我終於明白點解唔開心時要去旅行喇....意義就係在於要你用一個全新嘅角度去看, 去感受。事情唔會係一面倒地差, 只係睇你用咩角度出發去睇。睇左「前世今生」by Brian L. Weiss, 呢本書一直放左響我Melbourne 既屋企, 但之前從來都無留意過。翻開書第一頁, 入面女主角嘅年紀同我一樣剛好係27歲, 佢當時焦慮, 痛苦....我覺得就好似有某種巧合存在咁....所以就一口氣睇完整本書喇。

我信輪迴, 一直都認為有D事情係冥冥中註定要發生嘅。但經歷註定要發生嘅事情其實又有咩意義呢? 本書其中一斷係咁寫:「你過完的每一生若沒有償清這些債, 下一生就變得更難; 要是完成了, 就會有容易的來世。所以等於是你自己選擇會過什麼樣的人生。在每一個階段, 自己過的生活是自己選的, 要自己負責。」

經過反覆嘅思考後我諗....既然所有事情都係必經嘅話, 我可以從中獲得嘅意義就係成長。之前某人痛罵過我嘅一切喺我腦海裡面持續地replay再replay....到左今日, 我必需承認嘅係: 係, 我都有錯, 我唔應該只係怪罪他人。係時候要放低所有怨恨喇, 從呢件事我亦更加意識到自己嘅弱點就係--- 有一個好唔穩定嘅心, 而咁樣係會帶左傷害比身邊嘅人。

最重要嘅係..... 當經過咁多事發生之後,你今時今日又喺我身邊.....。我會學懂珍惜, 因為我知道呢一種幸運並唔係必然嘅。Wish us luck!

 Melbourne City

 St. Kilda beach

St. Kilda 2

Melbourne周圍都有好多好靚嘅Graffiti~

@ Chapel Street

好好好好好鐘意Melbourne 嘅lattes and hot chocs!

@ Brighton Beach

BIG breakfast..... btw有無人知HK 邊度有好味嘅big breakfast食?

@ Port Melbourne

Spa @ Mornington

We had booked for an outdoor private spa and it was NICE~!

Just found an interesting fashion site that you can create your own look choosing from a HUGE collection of fashion items, you can also share your look with others through facebook or twitter. See what i've create:

NICE? ^^

Feel like i'm all by myself..... again. Hate this feeling of weakness & I know i should grow up a bit but the fact is.............. this is getting too lonely........

對焦 她的愛 對慢了 愛人會失去可愛
記低 這感慨 世事變 有沒有將你淹蓋

只一格 經典的偶遇已 不再 儘量框住目前大概

留住 溫度 速度 溫柔和憤怒 凝住 今日 怎樣 好
捉緊 生命濃度 坦白流露 感情和態度
留下 浮光 掠影 飛舞

每張 都罕有 拍下過 記住過 好過擁有 光圈愛漫遊
眼睛等色誘 有人性 鏡頭裡總有豐收

雖則那 即影即有售罄 菲林都已拆走 但是衝動用完 又再有

留住 溫度 速度 溫柔和憤怒 凝住 今日 怎樣 好
捉緊 生命濃度 坦白流露 感情和態度
停下時光 靜止衰老

登高峯一秒 得獎一秒 再破紀錄的一秒
港灣晚燈 山頂破曉 摘下懷念 記住美妙
升職那刻 新婚那朝 成為父母的一秒
要拍照的事 可不少

音樂 話劇 詩詞和舞蹈 揉合 生命 千樣好 攝入相部
絢爛如電 虛幻如霧 哀愁和仰慕
遊樂人間 活得好 談何容易
拍着照片 一路同步 坦白流露 感情和態度
其實 人生並非虛耗
何來塵埃飛舞

Hey Mr. Curiosity
Is it true what they've been saying about you
Well are you killing me
You took care of the cat already
And for those who think it's heavy
Is it the truth
Or is it only gossip
Call it mystery or anything
Oh just as long as you call me
I sent the message on did you
get it when I left it
Said well this catastrophic event
It wasn't meant to mean no harm
But to think there's nothing
wrong is a problem, oh

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
(Trying not to ask why)
This love is a mystery
Mr. Curious...

Come back to me
I'm a mr. waiting on and never
patient can't you see
That I'm the same the way you left me, left me
In a hurry to spell check me
And I'm underlined already in envy green
And pencil red
And I've forgotten what you've said
Will you stop working for the dead and return
A mr. curious well I need some inspiration
It's my birthday and I cannot find
no cause for celebration
The scenario is grave but I'll be
braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay, oh

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
(Trying not to ask why)
This love is a mystery
Mr. Curiosity
Hey mr. please
Do come and find me, oh
Oh, come on oh, yea yea

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
(Trying not to ask why)
Cause love is a mystery
Mr. curiosity
Hey mr. please
Do come and find me

Love is blinding when your
timing's never right
Oh but who am I to beg for difference
Finding love in a distant instant
But I don't mind
Oh love at least I tried, well I tried...

昨晚一口氣看完整套日劇「白夜行」。我在想著...人類所謂的「虛假」，就是由這個社會磨煉出來的吧。如果....我不是生在這個社會...不是生在這個文化....可能便更可保存這個所謂的「自我」吧。「我」在漸漸的被吞撕了，會不會有一天連自己也認不出自己呢...?只是想想也很恐佈啊。我不要，不要，不要這樣。

近來嘅生活好似得返工作同訓覺.... 每日都好大壓力....﹗不過可能呢D就係我而家所需要嘅野啦。

努力工作...!

好想大大聲喊出黎。喊到聲嘶力竭, 上氣唔接下氣果種.....然後喊完會舒服番晒。

但係大喊唔出....好似淚腺塞住左咁大喊唔出......。

你問我係咪唔開心? 我諗我係, 因為呢個問題本身已經觸動到我某一處。

但係我唔知道原因....。